In two years working at the WorldVenture Home Office I have learned many things from the missionaries, but there is one thing that I have heard over and over again. “Raising support is the hardest part of being a missionary.” I am so grateful to have known that truth as I began the support raising journey than to stumble upon it myself.
Expecting challenges in support raising has definitely taken some of the edge off. Not to say that I am sitting around waiting for everything to go wrong. More so I am aware that this journey will not be easy and that I need to make a daily effort to TRUST that God will meet those challenges in ways I was not even expecting. Living in a way that expects God to do big things, what a thought.
These days I wrestle more with being in limbo. Everything I do seems to be in preparation for the move to Poland. I am on my way, but not quite close enough yet. Hm, that’s a lot like life in itself. It would be very easy for me to just sit down and wait for my time to depart, assume that there is nothing I can do right now since God has called me to Poland and I am not there. But God continues to tug on my heart and tell me to not let this time of waiting pass me by. Not only that I need to take advantage of the opportunities He puts before me NOW, but to seek out the lessons that He wants me to learn NOW.
“Raising support may be the hardest part of being a missionary, but the lessons learned cannot be replaced.” That is the other thing I have heard seasoned missionaries say over the last couple years. This all comes with the package and I frequently have to remind myself to live in the NOW and not completely look forward to what the future holds because I may miss some spectacular lesson or gift that God wants me to take part of.
I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreaming but
There’s a voice inside my head sayin,
You’ll never reach it,
Every step I’m taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
Chorus
There’s always going to be another mountain
I’m always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I’m gonna to have to lose,
Ain’t about how fast I get there,
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb
The struggles I’m facing,
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
Chorus 2x
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It’s all about
It’s all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
“The Climb” by Miley Cyrus